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lesamisdodwThese memories of rain have been bothering me since a few nights ago.
I have not been able to sleep since, not because I am afraid, but because I wish I know why. When I was a child, I thought all children were afraid of thunderstorms and rain, and when I grew older I blamed the dislike of rain towards the fact that if it went into the night, Azelma and I would have to sleep in it. But now...I cannot see why I dislike it so, or why my mentioning it upset Marius so very much.
These memories are the haziest I've had so far, but what I can recollect is not good. Just a loud bang coming from in front of me, and an ache in my hand and my shoulder. It is very strange, and not the sort of strange that one likes.
Perhaps a bit of reading will provide some answers...
I have not been able to sleep since, not because I am afraid, but because I wish I know why. When I was a child, I thought all children were afraid of thunderstorms and rain, and when I grew older I blamed the dislike of rain towards the fact that if it went into the night, Azelma and I would have to sleep in it. But now...I cannot see why I dislike it so, or why my mentioning it upset Marius so very much.
These memories are the haziest I've had so far, but what I can recollect is not good. Just a loud bang coming from in front of me, and an ache in my hand and my shoulder. It is very strange, and not the sort of strange that one likes.
Perhaps a bit of reading will provide some answers...
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Date: 2012-07-10 01:08 am (UTC)That would be lovely. I'd really like that.