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[theroseinmisery]

These memories of rain have been bothering me since a few nights ago.

I have not been able to sleep since, not because I am afraid, but because I wish I know why. When I was a child, I thought all children were afraid of thunderstorms and rain, and when I grew older I blamed the dislike of rain towards the fact that if it went into the night, Azelma and I would have to sleep in it. But now...I cannot see why I dislike it so, or why my mentioning it upset Marius so very much.

These memories are the haziest I've had so far, but what I can recollect is not good. Just a loud bang coming from in front of me, and an ache in my hand and my shoulder. It is very strange, and not the sort of strange that one likes.

Perhaps a bit of reading will provide some answers...

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[mariuspontmercy]

Just let me know when you'd like to be distracted and I shall do my best.

I understand. And I know what you mean.

x

[theroseinmisery]

Unfortunately, I did not find anything in the book last night. It is very hard to find things, because it is so big. (She doesn't want to confess that some of the words are hard for her to understand.)

Thank you, cheri. Perhaps we can see each other again soon?

xo

[mariuspontmercy]

I'd love that!

(He has to stop himself from typing a whole row of xo-s.)

[theroseinmisery]

Soon, then!

What would you like to do? Perhaps if it is nice, we could go for a walk later on?

[mariuspontmercy]

That sounds perfect. There's a lovely park not far from here.

[theroseinmisery]

Perhaps we can meet there, then? When would you like to?

[mariuspontmercy]

Whenever you're free, I am at your disposal, Mademoiselle.

[theroseinmisery]

Tomorrow afternoon, then? We could have lunch afterwards, if there is somewhere close by.

[mariuspontmercy]

I really want to see you now. I don't want to lose you. But pressuring you would be the surest way to do that.

That would be lovely. I'd really like that.